5.01.2006

it's fate that you're reading this

I have a lot of thoughts swirling around… around and around.

1-3: things not shareable in blog

4: is there such a thing as fate? or do we really actually make decisions, and one day we look back at all those decisions, intertwining somewhere to form life, and if we have the luxury of being able to sit and reminisce, we’re probably in an OK place in life, and we see that everything we’ve done, even the really bad decisions, taught us something, and we wouldn’t change anything because that would lead us somewhere different, somewhere uncertain, and the future is already uncertain, so why make the past uncertain too? so we say, yes, things happened for a reason, to make the past certain…

and so it just feels like there’s such a thing as fate?

5-10: more things not shareable in blog

11: “talking to Francis gave me the sensation of settling slowly to the bottom of the ocean.” – Scout in To Kill a Mockingbird.. so funny; I have definitely felt like that before

i am so mysterious.. you so wish you knew what 1-3 & 5-10 are ... mwahaha

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